My 1st, a sad one ...

Wednesday, November 5, 2008 at 4:01 AM

Finally created a new blog ... i finally have the will the move on with my life , thou is boring but is gonna be hard to get by ...

My previous one was actually the most beatiful blog i had , the first in fact, hold my memories of my life in Year 1 and part of Year 2 ... My life in SYFC , in venture and finally to post pictures with someone that was so special in my heart.

Sadly all this has changed, maybe cos of her, maybe is cos of me ... i dunno, i am dying for answers for so long but doubt any of them will be answered , but i guess life's like that. I am tired of loving , so i stop for awhile ... my heart and mind needs to heal. It has a happy side of having someone special , but when it comes to the end ... hai .


Thou my mind is still telling me to try again, my heart know that is too late and is over ..




Hai , forget it ... I just wanna smile again .
i wanna be independent.
i wanna be someone i dream to be again.
& i just pray that it will happen ...
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