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Wednesday, November 26, 2008 at 5:26 AM
Yup , i think i travelled really alot today =x
Morning so sch .. den rush to fajar to pass some things .
See see look look den off to school again ...
After that , when to find cloth for the gss npc team .. =x
Timing for the bus to brake down was so not perfect ... 2nd time of the month ... hai , imagine getting a car will be better off ...
Worst was on the way home .. when i was about to board off , the bus jerk and i fell on to a fat lady sitting down =x , lucky it wasn't the other way round ... DUN BLAME ME BITCH, ASK THE FUCKING UNCLE HOW HE DRIVE HIS BUS AND ASK SBS WHY MUST SOME BUSES BE SINGLE COMPARTMENT WHEN THERE ARE SO MANY PPL BOARDING IT !!!
Yea, ran here and there .. but never the least i still feel okay without complaining .. maybe i thought i'm just trying to do something to keep myself busy and not to think so much ... hmm true ba . haha , wadever it is ... i wanna be happy from now ..
Wish those going in the campsite today and tomorrow good and safe journey ...
I was so foolish ...
i knew my heart will weave when i see those email we send while i was away , the argument , the lovenes in some .. and finally the heartbreaking letter to end it ( i still feel that this is not sincer for u to email me rather that iron it out or tell me but is too late )... Now after seeing it by accident , or rather my itchy finger ... i just wanna punch something hard to ease my pain .. I dunno why am i so easy to become emotional and have this heartbreaking feeling..
Now when u avoid me , i try to act as if nothing affects me .. turns out i'm still look for a reply or a sms from u every morning .. =( Can anyone be more stubborn and more lovesick than me ? Can i even move on for better ones .18 modules i still remember , but am i still eligible for them ? or will there really be a chance for me to retake ur exams . T_T
Dream about it alot, and i dunno why sometimes even dream fufil my wishes but with only 5 to 6 hrs of dream is't enough for me to enjoy the "imaginary u " . I just want the reality one again .. i will trade and give anything i have just to get it ... ( yea , i am that crazy )
"i forgive easily " , " Is easy to hoax me than any other women, trust me " this were ur words .. but i tell u , ur are by far the hardest woman in my life to get back ... and really bring a shame to me for i cannot even obtain the gal i love who is easily hoax to be wif me ?
Friends or strangers ? i am really confuse for all these time .. But if u happen to see this post , i hope ur not offending for exposing these , cos is just my thoughts .. my sad thoughts
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