Thursday, November 6, 2008 at 5:49 AM
I dunno ?
I dunno why am i thinking of u so much , even during class , even when studying ..
I dunno WHY THE FUCK am i so emotional over this kind of things ...
Now cos of all this shit , i dunno why i cannot stop falling sick ...
This really kills me alot . I just wanna lock my emotions down RIGHT NOW ~!!!
I just sux when it comes to forgeting someone you love ...
Why i cannot be like you who can easily start a new life ...
Fuck myself man !!!
There is just alot of questions in my mind :
- Am i really that lousy as a boyfriend ?
- Why you wanna do this to me ?
- Will there be another chance ?
- Why did it come into like this ?
So much question and i dunno whether these deserve to be answered anot . You tell me to look at your inner self , i kept looking at the messages we send and look at everywhere i can try understand . But i dunno if there is really an inner self of yours anot and i dun wanna know anymore ... If is so hard to tell me den yea silence is the best answer. I dun wanna know the answers i ask , i cannot face it , i rather live with doubt ... Pray i can get better myself ~ Have enough of these shit. I rather be a robort nowadays.
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